Persoalan memanggil
Di benak yg paling mendalam
sehingga menjadi ralit
Semakin jiwa dilanda
Gelora Sang Penanti
Semakin sukar difahami
Puncanya gelisah ku ini
Hanya kekosongan
Jua kehilangan
kurasai
Menghuni hati
Di mana kan ku temui
Penghujungnya resah ini
Seumpama ku menanti sejawapan Rindu
Di mana kan ku temui
Oh sinaran yg hakiki
Untuk menjadi penyuluh
Jalan didepanku
Hingga akhir waktu
Andainya kau temui
Cahaya yang ku cari
Sudikah dikongsi bersama
Sebagai teman mahupun sebagai kekasih
merenung bayangan jauh
Menatap pengertian
Menyelam dasar persoalan
Menyelongkar kemuncak maksud
26 May 2008
Jawapan Rindu
Sejatikah Sebuah Cinta
Sejatikah sebuah cinta
Hanya bermain dengan perasaan
Wujudkah sebuah kebahagiaan
Tanpa kesetiaan dan kejujuran
Bermaknakah sebuah janji
Tanpa diiringi keikhlasan
Bersungguhkah sebuah kejujuran
Seandainya bersulamkan dusta
Kekalkah sebuah perhubungan
Yang terjalin di atas dasar kasihan
Teguhkah sebuah ikatan
Sekadar untuk menjaga hati dan perasaan
Mestikah sebuah pertemuan
Diakhiri dengan perpisahan
Unggulkah sebuah rindu
Yang diselubungi pelbagai rasa
Benarkah sebuah penantian
Adalah satu penyeksaan
Terkuburkah sebuah harapan
Setelah sekian lama bersemi
Tercalarkah sebuah cinta
Yang digamit kenangan silam
Tercapaikah sebuah impian
Dengan hanya berangan-angan
Terjadikah sebuah kenyataan
Biarpun tanpa kerelaan
Bahagiakah sebuah kehidupan
Tanpa perasaan kasih dan sayang
Pudarkah sebuah kasih sayang
Andai kebencian sudah mengundang di hati
Ke manakah sebuah cita-cita
Yang diiringi doa dan harapan
Maniskah sebuah kejayaan
Tanpa dikongsi dengan orang yang tersayang
Retakkah sebuah istana
Dengan kehadiran insan ketiga
Berhargakah sebuah pengorbanan
Insan yang bernama wanita
Terubatkah sebuah kekecewaan
Jika hati sudah terluka
Mampukah sebuah kemaafan
Mengubati hati yang berkecai
Mengapakah sebuah kelukaan
Meninggalkan kesan yang teramat mendalam…
22 May 2008
A Friend Whos Always There

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there
Don't lie to yourself
Don't lie to yourself- see everything for exactly what it is. You have friends and family that love you. Learn How to be thankful. Think of all the things you have to be happy about. Relax, calm down, take things slower. No one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. The trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears. We cannot change the past, but we can enjoy today, and look to the future. But if we are prepared to take ownership for the past and accept that everything that happened in our life, good and bad, has made us the person we are - the battle is half won.
Be yourself. You can't please everybody. Much criticism is caused by people who are discontented with themselves, not you. Comparing yourself to others is rarely accurate in your personal life (obviously: they are themselves - you are you!). In the first place, no one knows what other people are going through. More importantly, when you compare yourself to other people, you often see yourself on the "short end". See how this is not helpful to you or your goals. One way to get 'in touch with yourself' is through journaling, diaries or (lately) blogs. Your goal may be to open up completely to yourself and learn to be your best friend by knowing that the truth (to yourself) will set you free from fear! Practice self-acceptance - or learn to transform from mistakes. Find ways to enjoy things you are uncomfortable with. You'll respect yourself for getting through challenges, and that self-respect will make you happy.
Choose your friends carefully. Nearly everyone needs someone who cares for them and treats them well. If you have friends who are treating you badly, then ditch them and find friends that do care about you. If you can't find any friends like that in your current circumstances, then look elsewhere. If you're feeling sad, there's nothing like going out with your friends to make you feel better. Surround yourself with friends who are positive, encouraging, and helpful. We all need this continuing, positive encouragement to make solid positive progress in life.