goodbye

hari ni, paling awal aku bangun.. ermm 3.30am. bukan nak sahur okeh! cam tak cayer jerr.. tapi percayalah... aku tak pernah terfikir sekali pun.. sikit pun tak. even 1 X 10-23 pun tak. rasa macam tak percaya.. tapi percayalah..

pagi tadi aku jumpe atzroul. tak tembam cam hari tu. masa last aku jumpe dia kat jj au2.

hari ni kedai dobi lambat buke aarr.. ada hal2 yang tak dapat di elakkan. tapi business still lagi beroperasi cam biasa. bukan aku sorang jerr. kak norma pun sama gak. dia sidai kain pukul 12 lebih, then complain kat aku panas. bila aku cakap, memang la panas, orang jemur kain pukul 7, ni, jemur kain pukul 12.. kak norma boleh jawab.. tiap2 hari kat opis dah kena ekon, biar la hari ni kena panas skit. see, menjawab! menjawab! ada jerr jawapan dia. tadi dia gak komplen.

tengah hari tadi aku chatting dgn pokcik. then he said

"so.. u know now..
Allah Maha Kuasa...
U win the game...!!
Tahniah.."

ermm aku tak tau nak kata apa.. speechless. game? aku tak pikir pun nak menang or kalah. tu semua tak penting. apa yang paling penting ialah aku happy & bahagia. aku tak tau dia fikir dari sudut apa. sudut segitiga sama or segitiga selari. kalo sudut2 poligon ke hexagon ke.. aku rasa macam taw jerr.. hahhaha

Air Supply - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

petang, aku kuar dgan kak norma. gi melawati.. nak cari bahan2 nak wat orange muffin arr. esok dia nak bawa kat umah kak dina. rupanya kak dina, kak norma & aku lahir pada bulan yang sama. febuary. that why 'tak berapa btul skit'. baru aku teringat, king tanya buah apa dlm my muffin, siyesly time tu aku tak leh recall. mana la ingat waktu2 cam tu. cranberry or orange berry.. ermm jawapannya orange berry. sebabnya masa nak beli tu ada banyak berries yang boleh di pilih. blueberry, redberry, cranberry pun ada dan bla bla bla. ermm blackberry jerr tak de. huahuahua..

pagi tadi king suruh aku buke kedai bakery. ermm gud idea. hasilnya malam ni, impian dia terlaksana bila kak norma request orange muffin. ermm tak payah buke kat parit buntar, kat AU2 pun dah ok. hahahaha.. minggu ni aku memng addict dengan cloud9. aku tak tau sebab apa. hasilnya masa kuar dengan kak norma tadi aku memborong sakan..masa balik tu aku gie makan2 dengan kak norma.. ermm makan again okeh. hehheh waahhh sedap betul teh tarik kat situ. semuanya rasa ada.. best2 nanti boleh gie lagi.

teman, entah aku tak tau.. tapi aku tetiba emo la plak. dia cakap, family dia tengah huru hara. ok fine. aku understooood. accepted okeh! tapi, as a anak sulung, bila family huru hara.. emm naper ko tak balik kg? even one day. see your family, comfort them. cuba tenangkan huru hara kat sana... supaya jadi aman damai. tapi ko tak balik kg jugak kan? okeh teknologi dah canggih boleh call, boleh 3g or web cam.. tapi, kat sana tu, 3g line dapat ke? emm ada line internet or brokben ada ke? ermm ko kata dulu tak de. orang tua jerr kat kg. then, kenapa ko tak balik? jalankan tanggungjawab as a anak sulung. alasan ko, keje kan? so, boleh assume yang ko tak kisah pun huru hara kat kg tu, keje lebih penting okeh! kan kan kan. ok la.. ermm keje la.. keje... sila kan.. ermm rajinnya keje.. anak sape lah nih..








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